Help Me To Fall Again

I will be lying if I said I don't love you anymore. Because I do love you still.
I am hurt by loving you so deeply. I am stupid by waiting for you to come back.
But I just cant stop loving you. I know I've tried.

I am living in your shadow. Keep looking for someone like you. Keep wanting a baby boy with your name on it.

I got crazy by thinking of you. I got so weak when I miss you. I am not me in loving you.

Someone please help me to fall again. Wake me up from this longest dream I had live in. Help me to stop this feeling I had.